My cousin's going to further her make up studies in Sg this upcoming May!
I wanna go with her!hahaaa...But its impossible...
I'm now still in contract with my working company...and it ends this September...
I'm still wondering what to do then..continue working in the same company or look for another job...
Actually I want to do another job...really need some creativity in jobs..and not doing those monoton things every day!
There's a part of me that wants go back Sg...
Enjoying every seconds of my happiness and freedom there..
I'm missing it...
Missing every moments I spent there for the past 3 years...
I wanna feel it once again...If I could..
Monday, 22 February 2010
Once Again...
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Monday, 8 February 2010
.....
We were having our Lunch Break these afternoon...
Enjoying my lunch with some female collages..
Listening to those jokes and gossips about boys around..and about themselves as well..
I realized that they always have someone who they can share everything with...
Their old friends from high school...no matter how their friends are married or in a relationship with a guy out there...
I'm feeling so lonely every time I saw them calling their friends when they have nothing to do...
Or the other way round...
I'm so jealous..really..
The thing I found here....Since September,When my best friends back to university..
is only..Loneliness...and Emptiness...
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Saturday, 6 February 2010
Moody...
I'm feeling so depressed to spend my sat nite at home...
I dint feel right...
dunno what to do...waste of time...
It feels good when I went out with friends like what I always did..
But too bad they're having some problems today..
Huhhh....
All unhappiness things come across my mind...
Maybe I'm the one who's been so sensitive these days..
I dunno...
I'm feeling like I'm going crazy soon...really soon...
Its been so different with what happened yesterday..
I went out with friends..
Watching "The spy next door"..in which has been really out-to-date...
We watched the 9pm one..
Out from theater at 11 and continue to MW till 12am+...
I enjoyed it so...
Cause it's rare for us to reunite like that..
Continue to my cousins house and we chatted till morning..
Got not enough sleep..
But I'm so damn happy...
It's really funny how my mood changed so quickly..
Wish I could back to the one I should be...
With no-more depressed things on my mind...
I'm tired of it...
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Irrational...
Is It so hard for you just to inform us about that sudden information?
I DON'T GET IT!!!
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Sunday, 24 January 2010
习惯就好...
Everything does change..
There's something weird between us..
But I don't even know what was that..
I can just pretend everything's fine...
Like there's nothing really matter between us...
Though deep inside my heart..
I'm still not used to it...
There's nothing called fun times when we're together..
Feels so empty..
Somethings missing..
But I believe that as long as I try to get used to it..
Everything'll be fine..
习惯就好...
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Monday, 28 December 2009
Fahrenheit Christmas Concert 2009...
We went to Fahrenheit Concert with Special Price!!!
Thanks to Winson for thisss...
I've been so curios about the concert from the first time I saw their advertisement on newspaper...I wanna go...but the ticket prices are so high..and that's why I always think that it's such a dream for me to join the concert...
But here it is...
A few days back,I got a phone call from Vent..saying that a friend of her offered her the tickets for two...plus a room voucher..with such a special price..its because that a fans from Bandung couldn't make her way to Medan..I'm so happy with it..and within minutes, We accepted the offer..hahaaa..
Its just a few days to the concert..Its 21st December when we accepted the offer while the concert was on 25th December..Its on Christmas...I found myself so hard to get asleep after accepting the offer..cause I'm so happy...I'm tooo happy for it...Seeing them Face to face was like a dream come true for me..
There comes the day...25th December 2009..
We arrived at Brastagi at almost 1pm...We did joined the meet and greet session...and each of us got 2 CDs...two from that fans and we bought two more for ourselves...It was such a strict concert as we are not allowed to take cameras during the meet n greet sessions and the concert...They found out mine and they took it..Then I just took some pictures using mobile phone..
I found myself breathless and speechless the time they showed up...They are soooo SHUAIIII!!!really...I feels like crying...cause I'm so damn happy..hahaaa...
I wrote X'mas cards for them...and I gave them during the meet and greet..and I did talked to them..I still remember that Jiro was the most gentle guy out of four..the way he hold my hands makes me feels like a princess..and his damn good eyes...I'm completely melting...I said Merry Christmas to each of them..WuZhun also damn shuaiii...I couldn't believe there's a guy out there,having that perfect combination on his face...Calvin was so friendly when he said thanks for the Xmas cards..and I found out that Aaron was so quiet..just say thanks and smile..I did read a news saying that he's currently having an ear infections...hope he's doing well..poor him..

At 5pm...
The concert starts...as I have mentioned before..there're no cameras allowed..But I'm so lucky that they didn't recognized my camera...and here it is...there're only me and a girl standing in front using cameras..while others only use their mobile phone for pictures..haha..LUCKY MEEE!!!
Their songs "出神入化" came up..with their MV...but none of them coming up to the stage..as the MV flows and their voice from the MV slowly out,suddenly Aaron came up to stage...and everyone screaming like crazy...But we finally know that we're misuderstood...He came up..with his arrogant face..staring at the upper side of the audience and said..."Please..!!Be Professional while working!!"...OMG....all of us shocked...so shocked of how he is so brave to scold the one who are responsible for the sound system..after that he went back stage and the songs slowly started again...Then four of them came up..we are so HIGH during the concert..but a bit disappointed with what Aaron did at the beginning...I thought that it is not appropriate for a star to do that in front of his fans..doesn't he ever think of how his fans feels after he did that kind of thing?
Fahrenheit did sang lots of songs..all of their songs are so high...and I love their songs sooo muchhh..I did take lots of photographs and videos..there's times where Jiro prank his fans like he's going to fall downstage...as he did that,he realise that he's really gonna fall down..hahaaa..He's so lucky that his fans help him and his manager also ran to the stage to help him...he's so cute..LOL...There're only Calvin and Jiro who talked so much during the concert..They are damn funny...Wuzhun was a bit quite...
They played games with fans..I did raised my hands but unluckily I didn't get pointed...Calvin said that if he lost to Wuzhun, he'll stay in Indonesia and joined Indonesia entertainment industry..and he really lost to Wuzhun..LOL..Jiro scream..."辰亦儒....留下来!留下来!留下来!"...lol...he's damn funny...at the end, They really sang "留下来"...and suddenly Arron sat down at the side of the stage..it's actually in front of me..hahaaaa...The others followed him as well..Before the concert ends,Calvin said to the audience.."Please wait for me..I'll make my way through Indonesia's entertainment industry!"LOL....He's super funny..!!
The concert ends,we wait them outside the theater..waiting for them to changes their clothes and make their way back to their rooms..They finally came up and when they are in their rooms,Aaron walked to the balcony and say "hi" to us..while Jiro took his camera and also walked to the balcony..took photos of us...his fans...who are waiting downstairs...I saw him smiling!
We got back to our rooms when suddenly Vent mobile phone rang..its from Winson..saying that there're two more sits available...For the gala dinner with Fahrenheit..!!OMG...We then went to the gala dinner..but no cameras allowed..we could only see them...huhuuu..but its already so lucky for us..
The next morning, We woke up at 4am...as we already know that there're off at 6...we wait for them beside the pool...They out at 6.30...and I'm so speechless when I saw JIRO...He's so stylish..He is the most stylish out of four...Aaron and WuZhun are the most simple one....We only say bye-bye to themm...
Its so worth it for us to watched the concert...I'm so happy..damn happy...I'm so melting because of Jiro..dunno why...I really could fall in love with a guy like him..who are so humorous,friendly and nice..though I love Wuzhun at first,but after watching the concertzI completely fall in love with Jiro..Lol...Maybe I've going crazy after the concertttt..hahahaaaa
HAPPY...There're too much happiness in my life after watching their concert..an unreal happiness actually...I'm so afraid that this kind of happiness will end soon..
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Saturday, 19 December 2009
End Of 2009...
Its December...I couldn't believe how this year passed so fast...I've "survived" in Medan for half year!and I've been working for almost 4 months!Omgggg...Its just like yesterday when I had my last paper....
I've had my reunion with friends since yesterday...18th of December..when almost all of us gathered...sur,vent,lice,win,pp,hen n me...Its quite fun...we went to eat,sing and movie....It's been a while since the last time I saw them...
But the worst thing is...My best friends gathered in Sg...both adut n apui..haizzz..really want to join them....But its impossible!adut come back this tuesday and there'll be a reunion for us too...I'm so happy with that..but too bad...apui couldn't join us since he's not going back this christmas..
Another good news...an old friend of mine...contact me from facebook..saying that she's going back this christmas with her boyfriend..and she asked me out!It's been two years since we last met..
Much good news this end of 2009..I'm starting to feel that I've slowly find back my pieces of happiness...Hope its true...
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