Insanity...

I knew I'm not the perfect person you're looking for...
From the history you've heard about me...
I knew...I'll never be the one...
Yet, I'm still too afraid...I'm too scared that one day..
I'd really fall for you...

That's called "insanity", huh?
Just by discussing something about you...
We're once afraid..that we'd fall for you...
Is it real?
Maybe I should just stop this insanity..
Before I'd become really insane...and fall for you...

Trippp..Trippp..Holidayy..Holidayyy...

First day....( 14th April 2010 )

Reached SG at 11+...Went to check in at the hotel then went out to shoppp(again)..Lol...shop till late...Then I was back to hotel around nine...carrying my favourite pastamania,chic cutlets,sweet talks,and soooo mannnnyyyy things I bought at Orchard...at the time I started my dinner,Vin called me...We did chatted for such a long timee..gossipping and I told him what has happened currently...we gossipped till an hour plus then suddenly I felt itchiness all over my body...Goshhh!!I felt those itchiness on my neck during afternoon..and its all red..I stopped touching it and it became normal again..But why those itchiness come again?at night?all over my body?Goshhh...I told Vin that I'm gonna take a bath and would call him later...I really wish that after bath, those itchiness would stop...but what happened was...My face became all red when I started to wash off my make upp..OMG...My Convocation is Tomorrowww!!!How can I go with a face like that?after taking bath, I got myself changed and I went to hospital...which was luckily near to my hotel...It's 10.30pm and I went to the emergency room...I saw a doctor...he initially was about to give me an injection with high dose but he was so shocked when he found out that I'm going to hospital alone..without no one accompany me...He then give me an injection which was less drowsy..then I went back to hotel...on my way back, I called Vin and we still chatted till my Mom arrived hotel...We did laughed with the fact that my first day in SG was ended in hospital...LOL...

Second day...( 15th April 2010 )

I'm feeling good that day...Going to SIM at 10 after picked Renny up at Paragon...We waited for our friends in Bsc. Accounting n Finance...Their Convocation was in morning...After their ceremony, We took lots of photographs....It was FUN!!!to have gathering with lots of UNi-Friends...taking lots of photosss....
Then It's the time when I found out everything was a lie..WTF with going to sg on 10th april?All was a LIE! A Big LIE!!!GOshhhhh....I've been fooled for almost a year...GOddd!!
MY grads ceremony was at noon...and it started at 3pm...I got asleep during the ceremony....IT was sooo boringgg!!!!Then it ended at 4pm plus...I met up with Vin and Mike....I did told them to give me that UOL doll...and they really bought that!lol..Vin's said that he firstly think of buying that doll for me but he was afraid that I already got one...The doll was so cute..and I loved it sooo..We did take lots of picturess..all gradution thing ended at 6pm plus and I got back to hotel...We then went to Wisma Atria and had our dinner...

Third dayy...( 16th April 2010 )

My mom got an appointment for check up that day..and we went to hospital...I also saw a doctor which was specialised in cough and respiratory...I got cough for few months already...
After all those check up thingy, we then had our lunch at Din Dai Fung...I love the fried rice so muchhhh....We went to Bugis after lunch and shopped so much things there...

Fourth Day...( 17th April 2010 )

It's Universal Studio's Dayyy....!!!(Another Post)

Fifth Day....(18th April 2010 )

My last day in SG...My mom Bought me an IPhone..for my graduation gift....(Thanks mom!)...We then shopped again..mom bought lots of things...and our luggage were so heavy like hell when we back medan..hahaaaaaa....

It was quite an unique holiday..starting from having an allergy,end up in hospital,convocation,Uss...and those shopping thinggss!!!I'm gonna miss these days I spent in SG!

Days to Another Holiday...

It's been a week since I back here...I've been soooo busy these days till I dint have time to update my blog....
First of all....my holiday....hmmm...all goes like what I expected...and it's an unforgettable holiday! Feels like crazy the first time we go club..hahaaa..but it was fun...and a day with Vin was also sooo funnnn....We went out from 11am to 2am...15 hours..sounds crazy, isnt it?hehehhhh...

I bought lots of things there..and planned to continue my shopping the next two days...when I go back to SG againnn..It's Convocation!you know?We'll have so much fun by going back to our universityy....

But one thing that I'm so curious..The thing that I'll definitely find out during convocation...and the answer will be revealed at that time...If it really was a lie...I'll feel that I'm the most idiot person on earth...being lied by someone for so longgg....and it was definitely a very long lie-story...I'm still hoping it wasn't a lie...I'm still hoping for the best...

Plannn..Plannn..Plannnn...

What to do in SG? I've planned it with Vin...hahaaa...

First day....
Gonna arrive in Sg around 11 and reached "home" around 12 or more..then I'll have my lunch with Vin at either Al Ameen or Boon Tong Kee or whatever delicious there..hohoooohhh....After lunch, I'll go to Serangon Broadway with " The Girls" to take our graduation gown and trencher...We have make appointment at three...We'll back home after taking the gown and back to Orchard for SHOPPINGGG!!!I'm soooo looking forward to shop , shop and shopp till dropp!!hahaaa...
After all those shopping things, We'll back home again..for shower, make up and we'll dressed ourselves like crazy as we'll go out for a drink that nightttt at Clark Quayyy!!!Expect to get home at 2 or 3...

Second Day....
Meet up with Vin around 10 or 10.30...We'll head to Vivocity..arrive there around 11 or more...We'll have our lunch at "Carnivore"...some kind of " all-you-can-eat thing"....From Carnivore, we go to casinoooo!!!yeapppp...I've been so curious about casinooo!!!and its time to gooo..hahaaa....We'll move to Orchard in the eveninggg..we'll have our dinner and have planned to watch a midnite moviee...a HK moviee....From movies, we'll have our supper at teo chew porridge near our house!cool, huh? bet I'll definitely lose all my energy when I back Medan..LOL..

Last Day....
Plan to wake up early...Meet up with Vin and go to Bugis temple and shopp again there...I'll buy lots of dresses and Bags thereeee...hehehhhh...I'll definitely eat all things that I wanttt..Afterwards,I'll back home and get ready to the airport at 4...early right?cause we planned to shop in the airport...the perfume and cosmetics are far more cheaper in the airport...

Arrive in Medan and get ready if my mom get angry with lots of the things I buy!!hahahaaa...

Happy Holidayyy...Hope these things goes on smoothlyyy and this perfect holiday remains as what I expected!

Taken For Granted?

What'll you do when you come to realised that you have been taken for granted by your own friend?That's how I felt few days agoo...and it DID pissed me offf!!!

After all the text I sent with no reply....
I realised that she has been so busy with her "new friends" back then..
It's OK for me..
Then she finally text me when her "new friends" are busy...
Dunno what to doo...
She told me that she got so much things to told me..
then I ask her out for a drink as we haven't gathered for weeks..
But I've never imagine what I got...It's the same againnnn...No reply....S***!!!
WHO DO YOU THINK I AM??
Never take me for granted, my dear friend....
You never know how it feels like if you were me....

Twice....!!Yesss...!!!

I'm going SG twice next month since I have to picked up my graduation gown and trencher this 2nd April..I'm damn happy when I realised that I got more time in Sg...I'm going on 2nd and going back on 4th..Got 2 days to spend there since I only go to pick the gown..

Jil called me two days ago...to confirmed my visits this upcoming 2nd April...and she asked me "wanna go out for a drink at clark quay?"
Of course I say Yes!
It is something we always wanna do when we were still in university...and now we'll really go there...for a drink,beer or something..I'm so looking forward to those days I'll spend in SG!

I've planned to meet up with Vin on the second day...in which will be 3rd Aprill..and we'll spend a day together like how we used to be when I was in university...I miss it soo...
We used to meet up at Orchard 11pm..Enjoying the "Paris Buffet" till 3pm..Continue to movies,Chatting at Starbucks, find something to eat for dinner and again..continue gossiping till late at Esplanade till we missed the bus and train...hahaaa!!Missed that time so much!

I'm gonna find back my freedom...flashbacks all happy memories that ever happened in my life over there...I miss it...and I'm gonna treasure every moments I spend in SG!
I'm so ready for HOLIDAYYY!!!

Convooo... Convoooo...!!!

Convocation Confirmed!It's on 15th April 2010!!!
I'm soooooooo looking forward to it...Where I could back to sg...flashback all good things that ever happened in my life...Lol...Plan to go on 14th and will back to reality on Sunday 18th!
and here's the list of what I should do there...:
1. Eat...Eat...Eat....!!! ( It's a MUST Thingy....!) Fish n Co, Din Dai Fung, Imperial, Paris, HK Cafe, Cafe d' Cartel, Modesto, Ichiban Sushi, Burger King, Mos Burger, Chic Cutlet till SIM's Food Courts "Ban Mian " and Megabites ! Fiuhhh...got such a very long list of what I should eat in SG!Till I'm so afraid that I dint have enuf time to eat all things there!
2. Drink...Drink..Drink..!!! I'm so missing the Milk Tea from " Sweet Talk "..Couldn't find any milk tea that taste better than that...also White Chocolate Dream from Coffee Bean, and some hot lattes from Gloria Jeans...!!
3. Shop...Shop..Shop!!! ( Far East, Takashimaya, Bugis, Cityhall, Marina Square, Ion, and sooo onnn)... I'm dying for the thing called shopping since I dint get anything I want here...( Can you imagine how I couldn't find an " Eye Make Up Remover " in SOGO...all unavailable...and I'm feeling like yelling at that time!I'm so pissed off!!!) I'm gonna buy some Bobby Brown n MAC Cosmetics , Charles n Keith and Mphosis Shoes, Dressess, and sooo onnn....
4. Friends....! It's gonna be a big reunion when we're back to University...It's Convocation! gonna be a happy and sad things for us..Since We got such a small chance to meet other friends from other country...
5. Movies! (This maybe a bit irrational...But I really miss Cineplex "PopCorn"...LOL...)
6. Sentosa Island....! I've been watching some advertisement about how the Casino has opened for tourist and also the Universal Studios! I'm so curious about it!
7. Pictures! I'm gonna take so many pictures in Sg!since this is like the last time I'll go there in an identity of a Sg Student!hehee...

I'm gonna share everything here where I'm back to reality!So curious and dying for it!