Wants to end it all..

Have you ever been so lonely that nothing seems to make sense?
Well..That's how I feel right now..
I feel like I'm facing everything with nothing but tears and a fake smile..

Dunno why I've been so melancholy these days..with no reasons..
I really wants to cry..but why these tears don't fall?
Wanna watch some touching movies that could make me Cry..
Or find some place where I could Scream Out Loud...
Just to throw away all unhappiness in my heart...
I know for sure that cry or scream couldn't make things any better..
I really need some refreshment..
That could help me find back my soul..
How am I supposed to live this life?
Wish I'm not going to be crazy soon..