Day with "The Best of The Best"

Well...I couldnt believe its been a year since the last time I hang out with my best friends...yeapp..I still remember clearly how we feels like crying in Vin's car on the last day we hang out together...before Di back to US few days later..It's been a year...Time passed so fast..

Last week I was lying on my bed cause Im deadly sick when suddenly Vit called me..I didnt answer as I think its not important at all..he then left a message to my sister and insisted me to call back when i woke up..I called him an hour later..He asked me to go out...I said I was sick..Suddenly there's another person talking to me on phone..I thought he was Hen but in less than 5 secs, I screamed like crazy when I feels like his voice was so familiar to me...He's Vin!He's back!!Im dead happy...!!!He firstly thought of giving me a surprise by asking Vit to go out with me and he showed up at the place we met..but too bad...His voice was just too familiar to me...Lol..

Then two days ago we hang out (Finally) after my office hours..The three of us...Vin, Vit and Me..We had our dinner at Trattoria..Then we picked up Lice at 7 plus..We headed to Sun and had our supper there at Mr. Pancake...It was fun! Lol...

Todayy...We hang out again..The four of us...Vin picked me up at 2 plus (He's late actually)..We then went to Sun..had our lunch at Nelayan and we watched " Inception " after that...The movie was cool but a bit difficult to understand..We then had our dinner at Bakerzin ( What a romantic place ) ! we sat on the balcony..We talked about so much things and time passed really fast till we realised that it's 10pm plus...

I love it when I have my best friend around..seems like I got nothing to worry and everything seems to be so fine.I could live this life really well with them by my side..Im deadly need them...And Im so glad if I could live my life like this..Forever...

Idol dramas?Watch This!

As I dunno what to do now...Lets discuss the top ten idol dramas I've ever watched..! ( Im a idol drama freaks! )hahaa..
Hmm...As I was a taiwanese idol drama freaks, Here's the top ten (Randomly) taiwanese idol dramas I'd recommend you to watch!

1. Autumn Concerto (下一站幸福)

Yeappp...This is one of the "Booming Idol Dramas " since mid october last year...Starring Vannes Wu ( personels of F4 ) and Ady An..This dramas contain a total of 20 episodes...As you can see from the poster..It was a sad drama...a very sad I think as I almost cried on each episodes...I do love the quotes from the poster..." 原来。。爱情从来没有离开过。。只是我记得。。你忘了。。" ( Actually, Love has never left before..It's just I remember,You forget ) Vanness and Ady An plays their role perfectly..and the appearance of their child in the dramas really makes the audience love this dramas completely!
Ratings : 10/10

2. Fated To Love You (命中注定我爱你)


For Drama Lovers, I think ya all watched this dramas! yess..It's the highest ratings dramas in taiwan...Beats Autumn Concerto as well...Starring Joe Chen and Ethan Ruan...I like the coupling actually..This is totally a complete drama..tells us how a simple girl met with a guy, ended up pregnant, get married ( unwillingly ), Miscarriage her baby, and so on..I love the plot so much! and I believe none of you will think that this is a lame drama after u watch it!
Ratings : 10/10

3. Miss No Good (不良笑花)

Starring Rainie Yang and Wilber Pan...kinda weird coupling as Rainie herself also said that..hahaa...This is a romantic drama with a great sense of humuor! When I first started watching this, I felt so irritated of how Rainie talks..but later on, I found it so funny and Im addicted to it...Lol..Wilber damn handsome with his style!Love him!
Ratings : 9/10

4. Brown Sugar Chivalries (黑糖群俠傳)

Shocked with the poster?Lol...Yeapp..For most people,this drama was unlikely being the top ten idol dramas..But what could I say? I love Lollipop so much!!hahahhh...Starring Lollipop and Hey Girl..genre martial arts and romance! I dun like martial arts at all...so, I just watch the part without martial arts!hahaaa...actually you should take a look at the martial arts ! Its so cool!
Ratings : 7/10

5. Smiling Pasta (微笑 Pasta)

There comes for Smiling Pasta...Starring Cindy Wang and Nicholas Teo...I knew Nicholas was such a great singer..but I never know he could be an actor as well...Just like the title " Smiling Pasta "..This drama makes us smile as we could see love around..This is a totally romantic drama starting from a girl being mistaken as the girlfriend of a famous singer and how her life changed after that...I love this drama so so much!
Ratings : 9.5/10

6. The Outsiders ( 鬥魚 )

The Outsiders..Starring Dylan Guo and Ady An..Such a long dramas...in 2004 I think..But this drama is good! I remember that I borrowed the VCD's ( There's not much DVD's that time!Lol ) from a friend of mine with no subtitles! ( As I dont understand mandarin that time ) I insisted to watch it as I heard all of my friends said this drama was so good...and Its all worth it! The drama tells how hard triad-life was...and the male lead ended up joining triads in order to protect the female lead...Should watch!
Ratings : 9/10

7. Prince who turns into a frog (王子變青蛙)

There it is...The Legend of Taiwanese Drama before ratings was beaten by Fated to love you and Autumn Concerto..Starring Joe Chen and Ming Dao.( Dramas that Joe Chen acts in always get such high ratings if you realised! ). Nothing I could say except...A Must Watch Drama!
Ratings : 10/10

8. Ying Ye 3 Jia 1 (樱野3加1)

Ying Ye 3+1..Starring Joe Chen and Ming Dao (again)...Story of Friendship, Love, Revenge..I love how Ming Dao acts in this drama..being cool, gentle and a bit mysterious..Lol..But too bad, after all romance part, I found this drama too much pressure for us to watch!hahahh..well..which means I do love the first 7-8 episodes and ended up stressing for the rest part of the drama..Lol..
Ratings : 6/10

9. MVP Valentine ( MVP 情人 )

Story of a Basketball player..From unknown to the champion..Great! Starring Tony Sun, Johny Yan and Angela Chang...Watching this drama makes me love basketball so much in means that I love watching basketball match and not playing basketball..hahaaa...This is also dramas with such a great soundtrack!we can found soundtrack from BOA as well..
Ratings : 9.5/10

10. Brown Sugar Macchiato ( 黑糖瑪奇朵 )

Yeapp..Im being bias again! hahahhh..This drama starred Lollipop and Hei Se Hui Mei Mei..This is a romantic and funny drama..I still remember how I was so sad back then...till I decided to try watching this drama..and it all worth it because it was so funny and a bit unrealistic..but this drama surely makes you laugh till drop...Do you feel stress lately? Watch This!
Ratings : 7/10

Lonely Saturday...

Blogging again....I just realised I always update my blog on either saturday or sunday..hahaa...thats the consequences for being a lonely person..who dunno where to go and with whom I should go...

Well...I used to go out with John,Jef and Luvi...But now..after jef is on the track on chasing over a girl, I find it kinda weird for me to go out with them...the five of us..got what I mean?Feels like an idiot going out with two couples..haha...I know it's just my thought..they're not feeling that way i guess..cause they always ask me to go out with them almost every saturday night...yeapp..I just feel uneasy when that girl was sticking with me while jef walk behind...( I should give jeff more chances...haha..)thats why..Im considering not too often to go out with them...and which means...I may lose some friends again!huhhhh...that's the consequences for being single...just depends on friends to go out..or family..and if they're busy...I just stay at home..doing nothing...and find this city so small and boring!

And this is what happened today...after two days lying on bed ( cause Im sick! )..I went out with mom and sisters...just go to Ace and dinner..after that we went home at 8pm+...I was too likely waiting a call from a friend...whoever they are...asking me to go out..for a cup of starbucks or whatever...I just want to spend this saturday night like anyone else..sitting in starbucks till late...gossiping or laughing out loud..That's what I want..just that...simple right?But no calls coming in...and I could just desperately coming home...with my mind full of things that I could possibly do at home..and yess...its nothing!damn..!!

Speechless...

Today's my grandma's birthday..we all families celebrate it together at taipan..yes, its the biggest birthday party we've ever had...with two VIP rooms..my cousin's bf was there as well....I dint talk much with him but from the first time I knew him couple years ago, I realised he's a good guy..with a good family background of course...

When I looked at my cousins and the happy faces of my families...I realised that he is the one that they are looking for..a perfect guy that fit the qualifications..

Then everything comes back to me..I wonder how my bf looks like in future ( as I dun have any candidates right now ).will he fits the qualifications?i dunno..and I dun brave enough to think of it..I'm too afraid...that he doesnt fit the qualifications...I'm afraid to see my families disappointed faces...and that makes my pressure bigger and bigger...till my headache comes and i feels like crying soon! I dunno why..I just knew I've been so sensitive these days.

I wish to get one asap..I dun feels like happy with my life now.I knew I got some friends that I could hang out with..every weekends...But every human also need a partner, right? I wonder how my life would be..with a bf around..will it be much more better?or even worse? I dunno. I just knew I saw lots of happiness on my cousins smile when she got one...

I saw happiness around me...and I wonder when will mine come...

I wish you leave me...

I'm feeling bad today...Last day at office this week...I should be smiling right?
NOPE!! I was told to work OT by tomorrow...to help those marketing thingy..Shittt!!
I'm so pissed off!!!I'm not happy with it..although I'll get high pay for OT, I still prefer to enjoy my weekend..releasing all stressing things I have...
I back home and only to find out my aunties were having their dinner...I joined them (Unwillingly).
I asked whether I got a car to drive tomorrow...Her answer was just too harsh..she said why should she be so troubled whether I got a car or not..Goshhh!!!I hate it soo..I told her I had to OT and if I dint get a car to drive, I wont go to office...Then after they heard what I said..They start badmouthing...saying I should go to office whether I dint get a car to drive.Should be at 7am tomorrow ( Work start on 9am+ actually)...I feel so irritated...Those depressing things I used to have, come again..I dun like how they take control of my life...It's My LIFE!!! I controlled my own life! Not them! Yet they really like to messed with me..saying what I should done and everything just should go as what they think and said..It's OK if I asked for an advice...But they dint care I ask it or not...they just bla..bla..bla....and I should do what they said! Sorry..I'm not a princess!!and I'm sicked of it!!
I went upstairs only to find out how my sister was so lazy....We did quarreled as I dint like how she likes to shout at me! Heyyy..!!I'm the eldest and She SHOULD Respect me!!! Godddd...
I went to bathroom and did cry for 5 minutes..Idk...I'm so stressed today...I feels like wanna run away from home..Where I could have my own life...do what I want and like...and of course without anyone messed with my life..I dint have any freedom here..I'm sick...and I dunno how long it would last...

Nuts...

They say..."Everybody deserve the best partner for their lives "....Is it True? I just realised that I never deserve the best for the word " Boy "...All comes were just not fit the qualifications..lol...
What's the qualifications then? Idk as well...It did change..just like season change..really..I myself also dunno what kind of qualifications fit me best...and that's the only reasons I still enjoy my single life..Not like some of my friends who choose to be in a relationship with someone out there...Or even got married in their early age..

I knew I'm not a Princess..who could pick any guy out there...But yess.."I'm that picky"...Its not easy for me to find my other half.I'm not like most people..who could just get into a relationship when they feel that the feels were just right..I'm not...I should be responsible to myself..I'm looking for a long relationship..that's why It's too difficult.really...My family's qualifications was too high as well..till I've ever think of letting them choose a guy for me..that suits them..and suits the qualifications..hahaa..I dunno whether I got the ability to choose my other half later in life..

Maybe some of you face this kind of problem..while some not...Did you laugh when you read this? " maybe "...lol...

What's the best solutions then? I know there will be no solutions...The only thing I could do was only...Hope..and prayyy!!hahaa...so lets...Hope and pray for me..

Even if later I got the worst guy ever, dont laugh at me for being too picky..maybe its just my destiny..But now...still hopeee and prayy..okay?I'll pray for all of you as well...for my friends.and for all who read this..may you get your other half as soon as possible!!

Best Regards...

Insanity...

I knew I'm not the perfect person you're looking for...
From the history you've heard about me...
I knew...I'll never be the one...
Yet, I'm still too afraid...I'm too scared that one day..
I'd really fall for you...

That's called "insanity", huh?
Just by discussing something about you...
We're once afraid..that we'd fall for you...
Is it real?
Maybe I should just stop this insanity..
Before I'd become really insane...and fall for you...