*SIGH*

Feel depressed about your work? That kind of burden you feel every morning of your life instead of feeling happy about going to work? That's what i feel. Owhhh... Jobs really sucks !

I got promotion last month and my promotion to Marketing Officer will starts by this July. Am I feel happy about it? Firstly,Yes. But now? No!

Firstly i feel happy. happy with the fact that what I've done, my contributions to this Bank has been seen by my bosses and what i get in return? A Promotion !
But promotions means more works to be done. more pressures to handle. Do I have enough strength to endure it? I guess not. As I myself already have lots of things that stressed me out. I dont think i can handle another pressures in my life. I dont have that confidence. Am I stupid? Yes I indeed so stupid for feeling so bad about this promotion. Promotions on the other hand means a way to a better career. better future..

But what can I do if I dont have that confidence at all? Im sick of this job. wanna look for another job that I'll love. and I'll feel happy every morning of my life with my lovely jobs awaits me. But what kind of jobs that I'll love? I dont get any idea at all. All I want now is a break. be away from this job. resign maybe? and start looking for jobs after I rest enough..Yeahh... that was just a dream. the reality is,by tomorrow I still have to wake up in the morning, feel so burdened, go to work and face the reality....*SIGH*