*Hearts*

Ever think how good you are as a friend? Ive been thinking about it lately. Some says its impossible for a girl and a boy becoming best friend. I don't agree about it at all. Can say that i got lots of boy friends whom i can share everything with. and i love it so when they are around. They have been such a very good friend to me. But am I a good friend for them? That's still a question. I hope I'm a good friend to them. We shared so much things together. laughter, jokes, fun times and tears. During their down times, Ive given my best supports and companions. I wish they can get up soon and move on. I know that during down times, all we need was a companion. Its okay whether they shared their stories or not. But as long as there's a friend around, we'll feel better.

I've ever have that kind of experience. It's when i was so down back then. sitting alone and thinking what i gotta do next. those kind of pressure and depression just come all sudden. Then, a friend of mine came so unexpectedly. *Surpriseeeeee* I was speechless. then we talked. and I was feeling lot better with him around. Though I dont tell him what has happened and how depressed i was that time, but just one word "Companion" makes me feel better. Dunno whether its a joke or talking about anything unimportant, as long as there're friends around, I'll feel better. even for awhile would do.

Since then, I know what a friend should do and what "friend" means. There're quite few things that we feel not suitable to discuss with our parents or families. then whom should we run to? a friend!

So friends, Thanks for everything you've given to me. During my down times, you gave me your best supports, solutions,jokes, laughters and everything that makes me forget about my probs for a while. I love it when you are around. You are the best of the best friends in my lives. Hope I'm a good friend for you as well.. *Hearts*

Im feeling.... *peace*

Well, after my resignation, everything going better and better. honestly, Ive never been so good for the last half years. Am I taking such a right decision? still dunno as I havent start helping mom with her business. but i guess im taking a right decisions. Im sick with this job. and i just know that lots of my colleagues are going to resign as well. I have never realise there'll be lots and not just one or two. This company really getting worse as they said they're going to improve their system, and plan to double their revenues. but in reality, they really dont have any idea what they are really doing. Luckily i left before any changes happening here. i guess things will not going to be better. they even make it worse.

Im feeling happy. so happy actually. lots of great things happen recently, after my resignation. going to Singapore, another holiday trip during Islamic new year and so on. till Im kinda afraid that it just come in a while and will disappear in a very unexpected way. For the past half years, things have not been good. will things get better for the remaining half years of 2011? Hope this is a good start!

Have been accompanying a friend of mine for the past few days. hope my companion will help. you know it for sure that you can always count on me. no matter it's from the past till now or till the future. I'll be the very best friend for you ;)

Good Luck, my friend. you still have me, have us with you. as long as you believe, you'll get up and move on. Just like me.Ive been keep on praying for my happiness to come. I nearly give up on this life. but now i feel this peace and happiness in my heart. Thanks for all these, God. hope You wouldnt take it from me. Sincerely, Me.

Singapore AGAINN ????

Singapore again on 13th to 17th July ! Happy? Of Course ! Its my short trip and Im going alone ! How can I be not happy about it?

Plan for this trip are all about meeting my best friend and best cousin ever. and also eat, eat and shop, shop, shopsssssssss!!!! Lol... Im soooo excited with this trip. havent been to singapore for the last 7 months, Im so missing my second home country..!!

Meeting my cousins...fiuhhhh....so many things we'll do together. we'll do our favourite culinary trip, watch movies, and chat at either Starbucks, Coffee Bean, or Tcc till late! wahhh..super excited as I havent meet him for quite few months ady and we surely have so many things to share! going to spend the last two nights with him while going to spend my second night with my uni friend. well, actually i dont wanna meet her at all as she was such a very annoying person to me. can u imagine how she always bother me everyday of my life? complaining about her boring life and everything?nothing positive about her at all ! Fiuhhhh.. people say, better stay away from friends who have negative views about everything as that will affect your life as well.and i guess that is right.meeting her is the last thing i wanna do there. ;(

Eat, eat and eat... okay, i know im fat ady. but i really cant stop myself from culinarywhen im in singapore. it's singapore okay? you just can go there once or twice a year! better eat what u wanna eat! I've been so tired dreaming about my favourite foods in sg. and now Im going to eat them all personally! lol.

Shop, shop and shop... This is a must ! Forever 21, Mango, Zara, Mphosis, Cotton on, n bla bla bla.... omgggg.... Im dying for them! gonna shop alone and that's what i love the most as I dont need to wait for anyone and just buy what i like. a save of time ;)

What i gotta do now is counting down the days..It's in a week's time ! I hope time fly faster but getting slower when Im finally at my second home country ;p