The Twilight Saga = New Moon...

I just watched "New Moon" this evening...and here's my opinion...

Its such a pity of Bella...Being loved by a vampire and a werewolves..LOL..None of them is the real human...None of them can give her the normal love and relationship...
But there's one thing for sure..I'm so impressed of how deep Bella and Edward love each other..(Even its such a movie...But its totally romantic!).
"I couldn't live in a world without you, Bella"....That's what Edward says and I bet there're tons of girls out there....melting when hearing this sentence!Lol...

New Moon...Not much better than Twilight...There's a person out there says..."Twilight = Two Thumbs Up...While New Moon = Two Thumbs Down.." I'm quite agree of it...New Moon is such like a drama..no much action scenes...!Quite Boring during the show...

Change Me...

They say I've changed..Changed to a person they didn't recognised...
Yes..They're right..Then what?
I'm too sicked of being myself...
Someone who've ever think that she'll be dead if she lose her friends..
That everything in life is just about friends,friends and friends...
But now,I've come to realised that there's no such things..
I'm too stupid to keep on thinking like that before..too stupid..
Where're you when I see those people sitting with their friends?I'm alone!
In between these times...I've realised what friendship means..
Someone who will tell you to move on instead of asking you what happened...
Someone who will not keep on asking you to tell them your problems but ask you to go out just to make you feel better...
Someone who you'll share everything and won't feel stupid about things that you shared..
Yeap...That's what I need..But seems like everything's too late, huh?
I'm happy with the friends I have now...The Boys who'll ask me to go out every sat nite..
Some best friends overseas that I'll share things with almost everytime we chatted..Who'll always asked me to be tough and make me laugh when I feel sad...
And also..the one who know how I feel...The one who knows it better than anyoneelse..

After all these things that I've been through..I realised that I'm sicked of "them"!Like how they sicked of me bcause I always keep on commenting about my life here...and that makes me changed until I found these new Friendship now..
They'll never know how I feel..and some of them scolded me once..and it hurts me..really...someone who never know what I mean and how I feel can just scolded me like they know everything about me..what the hell is that?

No offense if you feel you are the one I'm talking about...But that's what I feel right now..
Those friendship that we've made...I'm sure it'll be fixed..but I doubt it'll be the same...

Weekend...

Weekend activities...Going out with Sher...
We went to Sushitei to have some sushi there...after that went to Starbucks...
We chatted till 4.30pm..then we went to the 4th floor..and she finally buy the BBT album!The one that comes with Poster and the POKER!!!omg...I want it sooo...The POKER should be awesome!lol...
We're having such a fun talks...and finally comes a surprised news from her..She told me that she met my friends the day before..actually the girls...she looked around and found out I'm not with themm..Yeappp..I'm not with them..and I dun have any idea that they're hanging out that day..
We hang out till 5pm..and back home at 6.30...
I'm having dinner with my mom then suddenly come a message from John..asked me to go out..Of course I'm in!We went out...the three of us..we eat and chat @ Cambrigde...till late...chatting bout our past..about everything...I'm so happy to have such brothers like them around..cause its so fun!Finally arrived home almost twelve.

Lonely Lonely Life...

Actually I'm having a dinner tonight with John,Jef and Luvi..But don't know why..They suddenly cancel it...huhhhh...I'm so happy two days ago when I received the invitation..but it was cancelled...Fiuhhh...another lonely lonely night...I'm looking forward for weekends..love it soo...hangin out with Sher and Nest..Share our Life story in here..haizzz...I did miss the time We chatted at Starbucks..for hours..till late...but it could only happened in SG!sharing our feelings together can let me forget all my sadness even for just a while..and they are really the one that I could tell what's wrong with me..cause they can also feel it...This sickness..
New Activity on Sunday...Go swimming with Lice...
after that we look for delicious food...hahaa...that's fun..

But that only happens on Weekends...
I still remember last week..Sitting alone at Starbucks..waiting for my mom...(I used to go window shopping every friday after office hours then mom pick me up)
Then I sit alone there..enjoying my favourite "Toffee Nut Frappuccino" that only available on Christmas..
I looked around...Some of them looked at me with weird eyes..maybe they think "what happenned with this girl?sitting alone at Starbucks alone this Friday nite?"..HELLO!!!ITS FRIDAY NIGHT!!!
I'm feeling so bad at that time...and something just make it worst...I saw a bunch of people sitting on the corner...a bunch of them...laughing out loud..joking with each other..Looking so happy that they couldn't stop their laughter..Then I remember those happy times I'm with my friends..just like them..laughing out loud at anywhere..I couldn't help smiling..But after that ..I looked at myself and another chair in front of me..no one is there..What's left is only..Loneliness..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME...

Its been a month since the last time I updated this Blog...hmm...Maybe I should just start with my birthday celebration with my dear friends..Those gals...they didn't say anything about "happy birthday" to me..not any of them!I know there'll be a "surprised" actually..Its just so obvious.hahaaa...Then..There it is...we meet up at a K2 after office and all of them celebrate my birthday there...I'm quite happy with it..Though I'm still feeling not to well with my life..

A week later...My family did a birthday celebration for me and my sisters in an orphanage..I've been there before..celebrating my cousin's birthday there...Its quite like a tradition in my family since some years agoo..celebrating birthday in an orphanage has its own happiness for us..really..I'm so busy with the celebration itself..buying some presents for the orphans , meals , cakes and so on...and here comes the day..25th October 2009...We all arrived there earlier to prepare everything...The celebration itself was quite good...There are some moments where I'm almost couldn't hold back my tears..so pity of those childrens..such innocent childrens..There are so many unfair things in life happenned to them before it comes to the time they understand
what life is..omggg...I feel so touched...seeing them singing birthday song for me...and their prayers to God...
What makes me happy is when some of those childrens playing "Happy Birthday" song by using "Angklung"..OMG..Its so awesome!I wanna hear it again someday..