Laughh..

It's so weird that my mood changes suddenly todayyy..
Being a bit unhappy for few days..
And this is the first day I laugh so hard!
Picked up a call from a friend...
And from that moment..
I couldn't help but laughing like crazy..
Until now...I keep on smiling every time I remember the news!LOL..

What is the news actually?
How funny is it ?
It is actually a good news..and a happy news as well..
It's about a friend of mine..
and I think a New Relationship is waiting for her..hahaaa...

Life in Singapore...Life in Medan...

Suddenly miss my life in Sg so much...
Maybe I should say..I've always miss my life in Sg!!
Miss the Food!Shops!Movies!Life!
The only place where I could do everything alone...
Maybe it sounds so funny...
Yeshh! I also can do everything here..
But I don't feel right being here..
Find out that there's something missing..
"My Freedom"...

In Sg...
Its just okay if I'm going anywhere alone..
But what the hell with people here staring at me when I'm going out alone..
Is it Weird?NO!!It's just that they are not used to be going everywhere alone!
And that bothered me so..
I never feel lonely when I dun have any single friend in Sg...is it sound unrealistic?
I find it so unrealistic!But that's the truth..
Till now..
I'm always wondering if I'm making such a bad decision of going back here..


My friends...
Some change..just like how life changes from time to time..
There's no such things called "High School Times"..
Friendship change when Relationship change...
I feel bored..I feel lonely..
When I'm facing the reality that friends I trusted most are separated from me..
Maybe they are right..Life must goes on..
We are living for the future..not for the past..

Life in Medan...
Just like how I should settle down in other country..
Sounds funny , huh?
Like what I previously said..
I don't feel right being here..
My hometown but its residence don't get the warmth of her own hometown..

And that's the only reasons I made this blog..
When I don't have anybody to talk to..
When there's only me..in my Loneliness..

" PerFect Holiday" 04th Sept ~ 06th Sept 2009

One day Left..

It's just one day left before I start working again...
Ughhhh...
Seems like most people resume working on Monday..
That's the consequences of working on Banking Industries!
But the good thing is that I've two days to rest every week while the rest of them still working on Saturday!LOL...

After I started working..
I finally understand how those who work tend to appreciate holiday more..
Ughhh..I need more holidayyy!!

"Ingatlah Hari Ini"

"Ingatlah Hari Ini"

Together we gathered..
To sing this song..
Song about us..
Song that is full of Memories and Meanings..
We loved it when we first listen to it ages ago...
Cause this song represent our friendship..
No matter how far we are separated by places and hours..
We'll always remember how our friendship supposed to be..
Some may change...But...
Our jokes..Laughter..unhappiness..and problems that we shared together..
Will always remain in our hearts..
Forever..and Ever...

Welcoming New Life...

Ughhh....It's just 2 days before Mr.V leave for Singapore...
Just text him and he said there's no more time for him to hang out anymore..
and the reason is...He got so many things to buy!GOSH..!!
Its just Singapore Cousin!You can get what you want there!!hahaaaa...

We have spent our Uni Life together in Singapore..
Watch movies....Tasting new Cafes...and Starbucks till mid nite..
We got so many things to chat remember?
and I think we'll need a three-nites time (or more) to chat on this upcoming CNY..When you come back..LOL...


I couldn't imagine how my life would be after this...
I still remember how messy my life was when I back here...
I keep on thinking that Indo's life sucks!
And I'm not used to it..
Its just not flexible for me to go anywhere..
And of course how my Family always keep on saying everything about "Getting a job".
I still need more time to relax..
To clear my mind and get used to my life here..
Problems just comin' over and over..
Till I feel I've had Enough!

It's just that I have my friends that makes me feel relieved..
They help me to find back my Laughter and Life here..
I Finally got a job here and began working the day after..
It's been two weeks..


I do believe that everything always comes with a price..
When I have got a job...and my life's getting better..
It comes to the time when I must say goodbye to my great friends(and cousin)..
You always ask me..
"Do you feel blessed for havin' me as your cousin?"
I always replied that "I'm not"...(You know I'm just joking..lolxx..)
I'm surely happy for having you as a Cousin and also a Great friend of mine..


So...New Life....How will it be?

Two Best Guy of a Mademoiselle...

For Two Best Guy Of Mine....

How have you been?
We have been separated for just a week..
But I have already miss you so much...
It's really unbelievable that we could be that close to each other..
And to be a "TRUE FRIENDS"..

Do you still remember..
That we are used to be Four Person...
and we named it "Friends of Fourth" ?
Yes...It has been years...
Until a year ago...
It becomes three of us...(What should we named it then?)

We spent a Perfect Holiday together..
We almost hang out Everyday...
No matter where we go...
As long as it is with two of you..
I'll be so HAPPY...
HAPPY with those jokes and our Time together...

And until the time we should be separated again..
One in Seattle...One in Singapore..and Another me in Our Hometown..
I feel Sad...
Do you still remember the last time we chat in Mr.V's Car?
We almost cried...With our Favorite song playing...
Cause we still feel not enough..
We still need more time to spend together...
But what Mr.H said is true..
Even if we have half year to spend...We still feel not Enough..

We always say that LIFE must goes on..
Yeap...
We are facing the truth that we'll not have time together anymore..
But the word "FRIENDSHIP" still remains deep in our hearts..
Just awaits for our another holiday that we could spend together...
Even in Years time..


For Two Best Guy of Mine....

I'll always miss the time we are together...Cause I Love it when we are together!

Life of a Mademoiselle...

Should LIFE be Sad or Happy?

There's only one answer to it "HAPPY"...
But..
Are you Happy with your life?
Do you appreciate all those things that you have?
Some may say "YES"... But Some say "NO"
Do you ever think that there're thousands of people out there...
that are unluckier than you?
I'm so sure that when we are facing that reality..
We'll Thanks God for all he has given to us..
But what will happen the day after?
It's just like Wind..

I'm always wondering what kind of LIFE that suits me best...
I myself wants a happy life..a happily ever after LIFE...
But LIFE will never be that easy...
We must work hard for the word "HAPPINESS"...
Things sometimes do not work on the way we want..
And There're always Tons of Problems comin' over..
I'm stressed..! I'm depressed!

LIFE....
Nothing Perfect about The word "LIFE"
LIFE sometimes makes me Sick!
But On the other hand makes me Happy!
Happy to be born and had the chance to be a person..