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Monday 28 December 2009

Fahrenheit Christmas Concert 2009...

We went to Fahrenheit Concert with Special Price!!!
Thanks to Winson for thisss...

I've been so curios about the concert from the first time I saw their advertisement on newspaper...I wanna go...but the ticket prices are so high..and that's why I always think that it's such a dream for me to join the concert...

But here it is...
A few days back,I got a phone call from Vent..saying that a friend of her offered her the tickets for two...plus a room voucher..with such a special price..its because that a fans from Bandung couldn't make her way to Medan..I'm so happy with it..and within minutes, We accepted the offer..hahaaa..

Its just a few days to the concert..Its 21st December when we accepted the offer while the concert was on 25th December..Its on Christmas...I found myself so hard to get asleep after accepting the offer..cause I'm so happy...I'm tooo happy for it...Seeing them Face to face was like a dream come true for me..

There comes the day...25th December 2009..
We arrived at Brastagi at almost 1pm...We did joined the meet and greet session...and each of us got 2 CDs...two from that fans and we bought two more for ourselves...It was such a strict concert as we are not allowed to take cameras during the meet n greet sessions and the concert...They found out mine and they took it..Then I just took some pictures using mobile phone..
I found myself breathless and speechless the time they showed up...They are soooo SHUAIIII!!!really...I feels like crying...cause I'm so damn happy..hahaaa...
I wrote X'mas cards for them...and I gave them during the meet and greet..and I did talked to them..I still remember that Jiro was the most gentle guy out of four..the way he hold my hands makes me feels like a princess..and his damn good eyes...I'm completely melting...I said Merry Christmas to each of them..WuZhun also damn shuaiii...I couldn't believe there's a guy out there,having that perfect combination on his face...Calvin was so friendly when he said thanks for the Xmas cards..and I found out that Aaron was so quiet..just say thanks and smile..I did read a news saying that he's currently having an ear infections...hope he's doing well..poor him..




At 5pm...
The concert starts...as I have mentioned before..there're no cameras allowed..But I'm so lucky that they didn't recognized my camera...and here it is...there're only me and a girl standing in front using cameras..while others only use their mobile phone for pictures..haha..LUCKY MEEE!!!

Their songs "出神入化" came up..with their MV...but none of them coming up to the stage..as the MV flows and their voice from the MV slowly out,suddenly Aaron came up to stage...and everyone screaming like crazy...But we finally know that we're misuderstood...He came up..with his arrogant face..staring at the upper side of the audience and said..."Please..!!Be Professional while working!!"...OMG....all of us shocked...so shocked of how he is so brave to scold the one who are responsible for the sound system..after that he went back stage and the songs slowly started again...Then four of them came up..we are so HIGH during the concert..but a bit disappointed with what Aaron did at the beginning...I thought that it is not appropriate for a star to do that in front of his fans..doesn't he ever think of how his fans feels after he did that kind of thing?
Fahrenheit did sang lots of songs..all of their songs are so high...and I love their songs sooo muchhh..I did take lots of photographs and videos..there's times where Jiro prank his fans like he's going to fall downstage...as he did that,he realise that he's really gonna fall down..hahaaa..He's so lucky that his fans help him and his manager also ran to the stage to help him...he's so cute..LOL...There're only Calvin and Jiro who talked so much during the concert..They are damn funny...Wuzhun was a bit quite...
They played games with fans..I did raised my hands but unluckily I didn't get pointed...Calvin said that if he lost to Wuzhun, he'll stay in Indonesia and joined Indonesia entertainment industry..and he really lost to Wuzhun..LOL..Jiro scream..."辰亦儒....留下来!留下来!留下来!"...lol...he's damn funny...at the end, They really sang "留下来"...and suddenly Arron sat down at the side of the stage..it's actually in front of me..hahaaaa...The others followed him as well..Before the concert ends,Calvin said to the audience.."Please wait for me..I'll make my way through Indonesia's entertainment industry!"LOL....He's super funny..!!
The concert ends,we wait them outside the theater..waiting for them to changes their clothes and make their way back to their rooms..They finally came up and when they are in their rooms,Aaron walked to the balcony and say "hi" to us..while Jiro took his camera and also walked to the balcony..took photos of us...his fans...who are waiting downstairs...I saw him smiling!

We got back to our rooms when suddenly Vent mobile phone rang..its from Winson..saying that there're two more sits available...For the gala dinner with Fahrenheit..!!OMG...We then went to the gala dinner..but no cameras allowed..we could only see them...huhuuu..but its already so lucky for us..

The next morning, We woke up at 4am...as we already know that there're off at 6...we wait for them beside the pool...They out at 6.30...and I'm so speechless when I saw JIRO...He's so stylish..He is the most stylish out of four...Aaron and WuZhun are the most simple one....We only say bye-bye to themm...

Its so worth it for us to watched the concert...I'm so happy..damn happy...I'm so melting because of Jiro..dunno why...I really could fall in love with a guy like him..who are so humorous,friendly and nice..though I love Wuzhun at first,but after watching the concertzI completely fall in love with Jiro..Lol...Maybe I've going crazy after the concertttt..hahahaaaa

HAPPY...There're too much happiness in my life after watching their concert..an unreal happiness actually...I'm so afraid that this kind of happiness will end soon..

Saturday 19 December 2009

End Of 2009...

Its December...I couldn't believe how this year passed so fast...I've "survived" in Medan for half year!and I've been working for almost 4 months!Omgggg...Its just like yesterday when I had my last paper....

I've had my reunion with friends since yesterday...18th of December..when almost all of us gathered...sur,vent,lice,win,pp,hen n me...Its quite fun...we went to eat,sing and movie....It's been a while since the last time I saw them...

But the worst thing is...My best friends gathered in Sg...both adut n apui..haizzz..really want to join them....But its impossible!adut come back this tuesday and there'll be a reunion for us too...I'm so happy with that..but too bad...apui couldn't join us since he's not going back this christmas..

Another good news...an old friend of mine...contact me from facebook..saying that she's going back this christmas with her boyfriend..and she asked me out!It's been two years since we last met..

Much good news this end of 2009..I'm starting to feel that I've slowly find back my pieces of happiness...Hope its true...

Saturday 28 November 2009

The Twilight Saga = New Moon...

I just watched "New Moon" this evening...and here's my opinion...

Its such a pity of Bella...Being loved by a vampire and a werewolves..LOL..None of them is the real human...None of them can give her the normal love and relationship...
But there's one thing for sure..I'm so impressed of how deep Bella and Edward love each other..(Even its such a movie...But its totally romantic!).
"I couldn't live in a world without you, Bella"....That's what Edward says and I bet there're tons of girls out there....melting when hearing this sentence!Lol...

New Moon...Not much better than Twilight...There's a person out there says..."Twilight = Two Thumbs Up...While New Moon = Two Thumbs Down.." I'm quite agree of it...New Moon is such like a drama..no much action scenes...!Quite Boring during the show...

Wednesday 18 November 2009

Change Me...

They say I've changed..Changed to a person they didn't recognised...
Yes..They're right..Then what?
I'm too sicked of being myself...
Someone who've ever think that she'll be dead if she lose her friends..
That everything in life is just about friends,friends and friends...
But now,I've come to realised that there's no such things..
I'm too stupid to keep on thinking like that before..too stupid..
Where're you when I see those people sitting with their friends?I'm alone!
In between these times...I've realised what friendship means..
Someone who will tell you to move on instead of asking you what happened...
Someone who will not keep on asking you to tell them your problems but ask you to go out just to make you feel better...
Someone who you'll share everything and won't feel stupid about things that you shared..
Yeap...That's what I need..But seems like everything's too late, huh?
I'm happy with the friends I have now...The Boys who'll ask me to go out every sat nite..
Some best friends overseas that I'll share things with almost everytime we chatted..Who'll always asked me to be tough and make me laugh when I feel sad...
And also..the one who know how I feel...The one who knows it better than anyoneelse..

After all these things that I've been through..I realised that I'm sicked of "them"!Like how they sicked of me bcause I always keep on commenting about my life here...and that makes me changed until I found these new Friendship now..
They'll never know how I feel..and some of them scolded me once..and it hurts me..really...someone who never know what I mean and how I feel can just scolded me like they know everything about me..what the hell is that?

No offense if you feel you are the one I'm talking about...But that's what I feel right now..
Those friendship that we've made...I'm sure it'll be fixed..but I doubt it'll be the same...

Saturday 14 November 2009

Weekend...

Weekend activities...Going out with Sher...
We went to Sushitei to have some sushi there...after that went to Starbucks...
We chatted till 4.30pm..then we went to the 4th floor..and she finally buy the BBT album!The one that comes with Poster and the POKER!!!omg...I want it sooo...The POKER should be awesome!lol...
We're having such a fun talks...and finally comes a surprised news from her..She told me that she met my friends the day before..actually the girls...she looked around and found out I'm not with themm..Yeappp..I'm not with them..and I dun have any idea that they're hanging out that day..
We hang out till 5pm..and back home at 6.30...
I'm having dinner with my mom then suddenly come a message from John..asked me to go out..Of course I'm in!We went out...the three of us..we eat and chat @ Cambrigde...till late...chatting bout our past..about everything...I'm so happy to have such brothers like them around..cause its so fun!Finally arrived home almost twelve.

Thursday 12 November 2009

Lonely Lonely Life...

Actually I'm having a dinner tonight with John,Jef and Luvi..But don't know why..They suddenly cancel it...huhhhh...I'm so happy two days ago when I received the invitation..but it was cancelled...Fiuhhh...another lonely lonely night...I'm looking forward for weekends..love it soo...hangin out with Sher and Nest..Share our Life story in here..haizzz...I did miss the time We chatted at Starbucks..for hours..till late...but it could only happened in SG!sharing our feelings together can let me forget all my sadness even for just a while..and they are really the one that I could tell what's wrong with me..cause they can also feel it...This sickness..
New Activity on Sunday...Go swimming with Lice...
after that we look for delicious food...hahaa...that's fun..

But that only happens on Weekends...
I still remember last week..Sitting alone at Starbucks..waiting for my mom...(I used to go window shopping every friday after office hours then mom pick me up)
Then I sit alone there..enjoying my favourite "Toffee Nut Frappuccino" that only available on Christmas..
I looked around...Some of them looked at me with weird eyes..maybe they think "what happenned with this girl?sitting alone at Starbucks alone this Friday nite?"..HELLO!!!ITS FRIDAY NIGHT!!!
I'm feeling so bad at that time...and something just make it worst...I saw a bunch of people sitting on the corner...a bunch of them...laughing out loud..joking with each other..Looking so happy that they couldn't stop their laughter..Then I remember those happy times I'm with my friends..just like them..laughing out loud at anywhere..I couldn't help smiling..But after that ..I looked at myself and another chair in front of me..no one is there..What's left is only..Loneliness..

Wednesday 4 November 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME...

Its been a month since the last time I updated this Blog...hmm...Maybe I should just start with my birthday celebration with my dear friends..Those gals...they didn't say anything about "happy birthday" to me..not any of them!I know there'll be a "surprised" actually..Its just so obvious.hahaaa...Then..There it is...we meet up at a K2 after office and all of them celebrate my birthday there...I'm quite happy with it..Though I'm still feeling not to well with my life..

A week later...My family did a birthday celebration for me and my sisters in an orphanage..I've been there before..celebrating my cousin's birthday there...Its quite like a tradition in my family since some years agoo..celebrating birthday in an orphanage has its own happiness for us..really..I'm so busy with the celebration itself..buying some presents for the orphans , meals , cakes and so on...and here comes the day..25th October 2009...We all arrived there earlier to prepare everything...The celebration itself was quite good...There are some moments where I'm almost couldn't hold back my tears..so pity of those childrens..such innocent childrens..There are so many unfair things in life happenned to them before it comes to the time they understand
what life is..omggg...I feel so touched...seeing them singing birthday song for me...and their prayers to God...
What makes me happy is when some of those childrens playing "Happy Birthday" song by using "Angklung"..OMG..Its so awesome!I wanna hear it again someday..

Sunday 11 October 2009

T---T

为什么我一直觉得好难过?
我只是想要快乐一点..
有那么难吗?
真的不想要这样..
这样的心情真的很痛苦...很不自在..
可以回到以前的我吗?
什么都不在乎的我..
没什么大不了的我..
习惯一个人的我..
现在陪伴我的只剩下孤单和寂寞....
突然觉得很不习惯...

Saturday 10 October 2009

Wants to end it all..

Have you ever been so lonely that nothing seems to make sense?
Well..That's how I feel right now..
I feel like I'm facing everything with nothing but tears and a fake smile..

Dunno why I've been so melancholy these days..with no reasons..

I really wants to cry..but why these tears don't fall?
Wanna watch some touching movies that could make me Cry..
Or find some place where I could Scream Out Loud...
Just to throw away all unhappiness in my heart...
I know for sure that cry or scream couldn't make things any better..
I really need some refreshment..
That could help me find back my soul..
How am I supposed to live this life?
Wish I'm not going to be crazy soon..

Monday 5 October 2009

Loneliness killin' me softly..

I'm sickkk...so sickkk..
When this all will end?
Although I have been really used to this lonely life..
But I couldn't stand this silence..
I'm missin the time we laughed out loud..
Those craziness and noisiness we shared..
But there's nothing I could do..
What others say is true..
We're lot more happier when we were a teenage girl..
No burden..Just having fun and fool around..
Its so impossible to turned back time..
Though I wished for it so much..

Saturday 3 October 2009

Unreal Life

It's almost a month since I started working..
New Friends..New Life..New Society..
Everything just fine...
But Why Everything seems so unreal to me?
Feels that its just a dream..and I'll get back to a real life soon..
But what kind of real life that I want?
I don't know...
I'm still hoping for the best thing to happen..

Friends or Loved Ones?

If there's only one you could choose..
Which one will it be?

Such a tough question...
A Friend of Mine told me that there's no answer to it..
The only perfect answer is to choose both of them..
Can you really spare your time between your friends and loved ones?
NO..!!
It's just a perfect answer..but in reality...
It's what so-called DILEMMA..
Time is all taken by your loved ones..
and you'll forget the time you should spend with your friends..

Loved Ones don't like your friends..
Jealous of how close you are with your opposite friends..
Always that kind of problem..
Maybe I'm wrong...
Or It's just me who dun understand how they feel..
I don't know..
Just let it be how it should be..
I'm too tired to decide the best solution for this problem...

Thursday 24 September 2009

Laughh..

It's so weird that my mood changes suddenly todayyy..
Being a bit unhappy for few days..
And this is the first day I laugh so hard!
Picked up a call from a friend...
And from that moment..
I couldn't help but laughing like crazy..
Until now...I keep on smiling every time I remember the news!LOL..

What is the news actually?
How funny is it ?
It is actually a good news..and a happy news as well..
It's about a friend of mine..
and I think a New Relationship is waiting for her..hahaaa...

Wednesday 23 September 2009

Life in Singapore...Life in Medan...

Suddenly miss my life in Sg so much...
Maybe I should say..I've always miss my life in Sg!!
Miss the Food!Shops!Movies!Life!
The only place where I could do everything alone...
Maybe it sounds so funny...
Yeshh! I also can do everything here..
But I don't feel right being here..
Find out that there's something missing..
"My Freedom"...

In Sg...
Its just okay if I'm going anywhere alone..
But what the hell with people here staring at me when I'm going out alone..
Is it Weird?NO!!It's just that they are not used to be going everywhere alone!
And that bothered me so..
I never feel lonely when I dun have any single friend in Sg...is it sound unrealistic?
I find it so unrealistic!But that's the truth..
Till now..
I'm always wondering if I'm making such a bad decision of going back here..


My friends...
Some change..just like how life changes from time to time..
There's no such things called "High School Times"..
Friendship change when Relationship change...
I feel bored..I feel lonely..
When I'm facing the reality that friends I trusted most are separated from me..
Maybe they are right..Life must goes on..
We are living for the future..not for the past..

Life in Medan...
Just like how I should settle down in other country..
Sounds funny , huh?
Like what I previously said..
I don't feel right being here..
My hometown but its residence don't get the warmth of her own hometown..

And that's the only reasons I made this blog..
When I don't have anybody to talk to..
When there's only me..in my Loneliness..

Tuesday 22 September 2009

" PerFect Holiday" 04th Sept ~ 06th Sept 2009






One day Left..

It's just one day left before I start working again...
Ughhhh...
Seems like most people resume working on Monday..
That's the consequences of working on Banking Industries!
But the good thing is that I've two days to rest every week while the rest of them still working on Saturday!LOL...

After I started working..
I finally understand how those who work tend to appreciate holiday more..
Ughhh..I need more holidayyy!!

Monday 21 September 2009

"Ingatlah Hari Ini"




"Ingatlah Hari Ini"




Together we gathered..
To sing this song..
Song about us..
Song that is full of Memories and Meanings..
We loved it when we first listen to it ages ago...
Cause this song represent our friendship..
No matter how far we are separated by places and hours..
We'll always remember how our friendship supposed to be..
Some may change...But...
Our jokes..Laughter..unhappiness..and problems that we shared together..
Will always remain in our hearts..
Forever..and Ever...








Welcoming New Life...

Ughhh....It's just 2 days before Mr.V leave for Singapore...
Just text him and he said there's no more time for him to hang out anymore..
and the reason is...He got so many things to buy!GOSH..!!
Its just Singapore Cousin!You can get what you want there!!hahaaaa...

We have spent our Uni Life together in Singapore..
Watch movies....Tasting new Cafes...and Starbucks till mid nite..
We got so many things to chat remember?
and I think we'll need a three-nites time (or more) to chat on this upcoming CNY..When you come back..LOL...


I couldn't imagine how my life would be after this...
I still remember how messy my life was when I back here...
I keep on thinking that Indo's life sucks!
And I'm not used to it..
Its just not flexible for me to go anywhere..
And of course how my Family always keep on saying everything about "Getting a job".
I still need more time to relax..
To clear my mind and get used to my life here..
Problems just comin' over and over..
Till I feel I've had Enough!

It's just that I have my friends that makes me feel relieved..
They help me to find back my Laughter and Life here..
I Finally got a job here and began working the day after..
It's been two weeks..


I do believe that everything always comes with a price..
When I have got a job...and my life's getting better..
It comes to the time when I must say goodbye to my great friends(and cousin)..
You always ask me..
"Do you feel blessed for havin' me as your cousin?"
I always replied that "I'm not"...(You know I'm just joking..lolxx..)
I'm surely happy for having you as a Cousin and also a Great friend of mine..


So...New Life....How will it be?

Saturday 19 September 2009

Two Best Guy of a Mademoiselle...

For Two Best Guy Of Mine....

How have you been?
We have been separated for just a week..
But I have already miss you so much...
It's really unbelievable that we could be that close to each other..
And to be a "TRUE FRIENDS"..

Do you still remember..
That we are used to be Four Person...
and we named it "Friends of Fourth" ?
Yes...It has been years...
Until a year ago...
It becomes three of us...(What should we named it then?)

We spent a Perfect Holiday together..
We almost hang out Everyday...
No matter where we go...
As long as it is with two of you..
I'll be so HAPPY...
HAPPY with those jokes and our Time together...

And until the time we should be separated again..
One in Seattle...One in Singapore..and Another me in Our Hometown..
I feel Sad...
Do you still remember the last time we chat in Mr.V's Car?
We almost cried...With our Favorite song playing...
Cause we still feel not enough..
We still need more time to spend together...
But what Mr.H said is true..
Even if we have half year to spend...We still feel not Enough..

We always say that LIFE must goes on..
Yeap...
We are facing the truth that we'll not have time together anymore..
But the word "FRIENDSHIP" still remains deep in our hearts..
Just awaits for our another holiday that we could spend together...
Even in Years time..


For Two Best Guy of Mine....

I'll always miss the time we are together...Cause I Love it when we are together!

Life of a Mademoiselle...

Should LIFE be Sad or Happy?

There's only one answer to it "HAPPY"...
But..
Are you Happy with your life?
Do you appreciate all those things that you have?
Some may say "YES"... But Some say "NO"
Do you ever think that there're thousands of people out there...
that are unluckier than you?
I'm so sure that when we are facing that reality..
We'll Thanks God for all he has given to us..
But what will happen the day after?
It's just like Wind..

I'm always wondering what kind of LIFE that suits me best...
I myself wants a happy life..a happily ever after LIFE...
But LIFE will never be that easy...
We must work hard for the word "HAPPINESS"...
Things sometimes do not work on the way we want..
And There're always Tons of Problems comin' over..
I'm stressed..! I'm depressed!

LIFE....
Nothing Perfect about The word "LIFE"
LIFE sometimes makes me Sick!
But On the other hand makes me Happy!
Happy to be born and had the chance to be a person..