李玖哲 Nicky Lee 不愛了 mv 完整版

你的不快樂 在心裡瀰漫著 我們怎麼了
你在逃避著 我在心疼著

是什麼在傷害著 讓美好都遺忘了
你是背對的 我是沉默的

我只好假裝 我已不愛了 催眠自己我們不適合
我放開你了 我已不愛了 說一個謊在離別時刻
就當作最後是我不愛了 關上門以後 就算愛你又如何

你快不快樂 過得是否好呢 我這樣想著
你在愛誰呢 誰在想你呢

是什麼在反覆著 讓回憶都翻起了
你是遙遠的 我是孤獨的

我只好假裝 我已不愛了 催眠自己我們不適合
我放開你了 我已不愛了 說一個謊在離別時刻
就當作最後是我不愛了 關上門以後 就算愛你又如何

是什麼在傷害著 讓美好都遺忘了
你是背對的 我是沉默的

我只好假裝 我已不愛了 催眠自己我們不適合
我放開你了 我已不愛了 說一個謊在離別時刻
就當作最後是我不愛了 關上門以後 就算愛你又如何

single!!!

last week..i saw friend of mine.uni friend with a guy. then today,i met my another uni friend, at cinema.with a guy as well.. gosh..after months not seeing them, they now got bf ady. and me? still the one i used to be. .lol

LIE

Do you prefer to live in a beautiful lie or a tragic truth? for me, I'd rather live in a tragic truth. Though "Truth" might hurt so much, at least thats the reality i should faced. No point to be happy with things that's not really there.and yes, Some people act irrationally. I hate that.. so much. there's no point to lie. I think most people just like me.prefer to live in a tragic truth rather than a beautiful lie.I've ever lie. so many times. and that hurts so many peoples around me. and i wished i'd never do that again. I know this applies to all of us. being lied by someone, just means another prob may arises. and i dont wish that to happen. So please, think before u act. things went smoothly when u lie.but you never know how the ends might become.

Stupidity !

Will you feels like hell when you find out that the one that you were closed to, just go away when they have got what they want..and always come back with other purpose ?
It feels like hell to me.yes, i wanna be melancholic today.for whatever reasons, i think its not logical for whoever they are, to take advantages of others, and just go away when they got what the want..
I'll stop being stupid ! and i wont let others to take advantages from me anymore. just stop with this giving w/o receiving things ! Im tired...

迷路

相同的梦 全都是你
它 夜夜提醒我
嘲笑自己的脆弱
记得吗 两个人的爱情
就算失去一切 也不后悔

再也没有为谁 担心
你还在我心里 留在过去

你给过的温柔 我留着变成痛
我爱你才 迷路
怎么走 找不到尽头
你拥抱了自由 我拥有了寂寞
学不会放弃
假装忘记你 好难

你幸福了没有 我也只能问候
你不属于我
我要忘记你 好难

Friend - Life At Last

You've gone now and Ive moved on..
Why cant things just stay the same?
Wonder whether its really the end of everything...

2011 with pain...

My 2011 starts with pain..and almost tears...

Got a call from a friend. From a simple conversation, he suddenly told me how he felt about me. he said im such a very ego person. always judged things from one side w/o even bother to look at the other side. and looking good in front of others while i loved saying bad about them at the back.I was shocked that time. for real. Ive lived for 22 years and this is the first time in my life that there's somebody dare to talked to me like that. I was shocked. and i dunno what to say that time. all things that i know, I got no strength to debate as i know I'll never win when i talked to him. a very stubborn person.But that's hurt. way too much. as i never expect someone like you, a not-even-close-to-me-friend, dare to talk to me like that.

There's one things that i know. You said you always see things by all sides. but all i know, you're like what you said about me.You judged me w/o even give me the chance to explain things that you said. Then, what's the differences between you and me? so please, look yourself in the mirror and see who you are. If Im like what you said, then you are no way better than me, friend... I hope you dont do things like this to me again. stop hurting me with your judges, you dont even know me. so please look at yourself, understand yourself first, before you try to understand others.

You are too harsh by your words. dont even know which words were worth saying and which were not..I thought you have changed. but i was wrong..I wish you know how your words have hurt others. not just me, friend...There're lots of others out there that hurt because of your words. so please use your brain and think before you talk. not all person can accept a person like you. I'll try. though your words have hurt me soo..